The calling of desert - Freedom from the matrix
- Vimal freesoul
- Jul 15
- 6 min read
On the right side of the monastery, perched on top of the hill, is the 3D matrix grid—airports, buildings, even industries—the grand achievements of modern society. On my left side are the vast, expansive mountains, a few houses, and a river flowing between them. They stand in stark contrast. As I focused on the mountain, felt the cool breeze brushing through my skin, the sound of stillness, and went deeper inside, my consciousness started to rise and dissolve into the stillness.
I looked around—people, family, taking selfies to upload on social media to get likes, followers, the desperate validation that they are missing. I wondered if they have any idea what they are truly missing? Most are running on a tourist program, running from one destination to the next, ticking the boxes, not having a clue what they are doing it for. Rarely do people stop to feel the energy the mountains offer.
The matrix has plastered over the Earth's surface and penetrated the consciousness of people very well. Most consider it normal, but it is not normal nor natural.
Within this program, there are fixed things you can do and you cannot. Step out of this expectation and you are punished either by the Matrix or even through the people closest to you. Your consciousness becomes a threat to those who are still invested in the program. So people go back to the shell of the human program and play it safe.
People only really start to question when they see some 'glitch' within the system, either a disease, a war, or a plantamonium. But all too often, rather than looking for the truth of the situation, the focus is on how they can fix the problem.
But how can the same consciousness that formed the problem fix it? It cannot!
All disease and disharmony is caused by the disconnection with the truth of what we are.
When we reconnect with the divine essence, that is the solution to all problems. The problem fixes itself because simply you allow the naturalness of life to unleash and 'deal' with the problem. You bring the power of the universe to bear into the situation. The inner journey relates to the outer, where the outer becomes a mirror of the inner.
During this journey to Leh, on the third, before I reached a place called Pang, there was a massive road blockage. The mountain had collapsed and blocked the way. Hundreds of travellers were stranded for a day. As I walked through the crowd, I could feel the panic of people in my sacrum. As the Border Roads Organization started to work on the rocks, I sat for meditation. I could feel the blockage around the crown which I worked to soften. I was given to stabilize the energy field of the area and the mountain. Something fascinating happened at one point. I felt the blockage around the crown release and exactly at the same time, they succeeded in removing the biggest rock, blocking the way, which rolled on to the valley, leaving only dust. There was an audible click at that point, an 'aha' feeling.
Now I am not saying I removed the rock with the power of my mind, but if we can bring the power of the self to bear and unleash its naturalness, it will ripple onto the surface to create rightness in any situation.
If we are not in touch with this inner sacred place, which is the felt sense of completion, we start to crave that completion in the external—in food, in drugs, in entertainment, validation, and so forth. It seems to me that only when most of these external comforts and the security,the matrix offers, which people desperately cling to, is taken away from them, only then would most have enough inclination to go deeper and ask what they truly are.
Even when people become spiritual, they often find comfort in the "I am" spiritual identity, which is the last line of defense of the ego before complete absolution. Moving beyond this identity means falling into the unknown.
I was speaking to a friend the other day whom I met at the hostel where I was staying. He had done some spiritual journeying, attended Vipassana, a few retreats, and practices meditation and yoga daily—all the usual things you would expect from a spiritual person. Yet, I could see that the focus of his meditation was to attain inner peace and happiness.
Yes, meditation does deliver completion and peace. But if that becomes the focus of meditation and inner work, you’ve missed the point!
Is the universe seeking peace?
We can postulate that without any intentioning (who is intentioning?), the universe is moving towards more aligned and harmonious iterations of itself. It is seeking to express itself. So, when we become the true self, this is what we observe within ourselves.
Therefore, we can say that meditation is a tool to connect and become as one with this naturalness of life.
"Why should I go deeper?" - was the next question.
"Why not?"
If we allow it, the natural flow of the soul will take us to places where we close down, doubt ourselves, or attach to particular experiences—to explode the limitations so that the soul can flow freely once more. It’s only the ego that resists this natural flow.
The major pitfall of the spiritual mainstream is that seekers stop when they attain some level of peace and contentment. It becomes the answer to their spiritual quest. But contentment is not your best ally on the spiritual journey.
This is because, at some level, the soul knows that going deeper might mean dealing with the truth of reality—that you don't have control, and you never did!
Right now,our galaxy is on a major transitory phase where the sun is in a hightened solar activity, the poles of the earth is shifting rapidly as we move through a high energy segment of the galaxy. This is triggerring major earthquakes and volcanic eruptions on the surface of the earth.
No, the climate change is not because of Global warming!
If we are sitting in just contentment and not riding this shift within our life , we are not in the path at all but in some 4D bubble.
Read about it here.
The nature of the true self is to be in the unknown, where you don't know what's coming next. To reach that level of vulnerability requires courage and going out on a limb.
The entities in the field, like the Tall Whites, who have become exceptionally clever, can read your attachment to physicality and fear of the unknown, and feed you with the thought, “Why go deeper? Why make the effort?” You end up staying at the cozy level of acceptance, and not the true aliveness that's possible through unleashing your soul.
But when we do make that commitment—to look at the compromise we are making unconsciously, with self-honesty—and take that step that is obviously presented to us, which we know in our heart to be true, then life begins to shift accordingly. We begin to weave new possibilities that best reflect our newfound self.
New gifts become available to us: the gift of empathy, where we are able to empathize with the energy field of a person or a place; catalysis, where we are able to catalyze a natural movement of energy; super-aliveness, passion, adventure, mysticism.
The time of seeking answers from religion, a spiritual guru - they are over. Its high time we become the masters of our reality.
Best wishes
Vimal 🙏
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Read the previous parts of this Pilgrimage
PART 1 - Journey begins
PART 2 - Journey through Trust and Authentic manifesting
PART 3 - Defining our value systems and true power to the world
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