Non identified presence, Non duality and unique soul expression
- Vimal freesoul
- Aug 17
- 4 min read
The night I returned from the desert in Ladakh few weeks ago, I had a curious and powerful experience. It began as what felt like an energetic attack, which soon unfolded into a karmic regression. I’ve had experiences like this many times throughout my journey, but this one was particularly intense.
I kept surrendering and softening into it.
At one point, I could feel the energy behind the attack standing very close to me. A dialogue arose between us that went something like this:
What do you want?
I want your soul
You can’t have it, because it is mine.
That was a sovereign statement to the energy—not from fear, but from vulnerability—by fully surrendering into the experience where I didn’t need to get rid of it, yet had the courage to set a boundary. After a while, the energy dissipated, and I realized it wasn’t truly an attack—it was illuminating something within me. The energy eventually integrated within, and I even felt gratitude for it.
This opened into a space of non-identified presence, which felt very different from my previous experiences of stillness or the void.
Here were the key insights from that moment:
The sense of “I” as a localized identity disappeared—I couldn’t place myself anywhere. It was as if I was everywhere and nowhere at the same time.
The concepts of “I,” “you,” and everything else including all forms appeared only as merely concepts.
There was an incredible sense of rightness, peace, and clarity.
To me, it was clear—this was the enlightened state.
Curiously, the mind still carried a faint tinge of regret, yet it held no real weight anymore. There was disassociation from the mind—it was seen as a vehicle, but it no longer defined me.
A question arose from deep within:
How can I have this experience all the time?
In the days and weeks that followed, I explored this experience through various non-dual teachings. I discovered that many teachers had indeed moved beyond identification with the body and the fear of death, arriving at this hallowed place. Yet, I often found something missing—the recognition of unique soul expression and the deeper understanding of life as a process. In many cases, it seemed as though the state was being upheld by denying individuality, rather than embodying it.
This raised an important question for me: Is it truly possible to be in enlightenment without soul expression?
To me, the answer is clear: it’s not! Since everything is ONE, arriving at this state also means honoring the soul expression that naturally flows from it. They are not separate from each other. It’s quite understandable that many would want to dissolve the experience of relativity and remain in this state of non-identified bliss. But the risk is that we detach from reality, live in a temporary bubble, and become vulnerable to various intervening negative energies.
But all spiritual teachings agree on one essential truth: you cannot experience this state by seeking it. The very act of searching creates the illusion of separation. This state is not something external—it is our very nature. Only because of our identification with the body-mind have we forgotten this, deluding ourselves into thinking that something outside of us will complete us. But the paradox is that the answer to all of our searching has always been within. We are That.
So how can we truly arrive at this realization? Simply put: follow the soul.
In every moment, there is a natural flow, a sense of rightness moving through our being. If we don’t deny this flow, it progressively leads us on a journey where the illusions of maya are revealed, and doorways open into the state of non-identified presence. We dissolve into this place.
Right now, many people across the world are awakening from a deep slumber, beginning to see the all-pervading matrix that binds our unique soul into programmed behaviors and limits our true potential. This path is not easy. The matrix exists for a reason—it offers comfort, security, and resources. But the price is heavy: the suppression of our naturalness.
Here’s the beauty, though: as we begin to follow the soul, surrender to it, and express it authentically, a new landscape unfolds. From this space, we can truly thrive. What emerges is a profound sense of destiny, passion, peace, stillness, and fulfillment.
Do you resonate with what I’ve shared?
Each of us is discovering the courage to peel back the layers of conditioning and to live from our unique soul expression. It is both a challenge and a gift, and sometimes it helps to have a mirror, a companion, or a guide along the way.
It is my passion to walk beside others on this journey—to hold space, to explore, and to support the unfolding of their own soul’s truth. If you feel a calling to dive deeper into your awakening, I warmly invite you to connect with me for a one-on-one session.
Together, we can honor the flow of the soul and step into the presence that we already are.
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